HAPPY 1 YEAR & 4 MONTHS ANNiVERSARY BABY i LOVE YOU & MiSS YOU<3

Hiiii im in mississippi.. like the new layout .. i LOVE it.. its different from all my other ones.. yeh i made it here .. i hadno brushes here .. buht it looks greatlike this huh ? hahaha its all simple and shiet..i NEVER have simple layout haha i love it though .. hmmm yeah BABE iS GAY CUHS HE MADE ME THiNK HE FORGOT OUR ANNiVERSARY JUST SO HE CAN SAY iT FiRST hahah itsokay I LET HIM WIN THIS MONTHS hahah whatta gayy .. yeah i wish i can take my ateh lex home with me =( .. i miss her at home .. even when im with her right now .. i think about when shesnot  with me once i get home .. bleh .. buht im having alotta fun rightnow with them.. toomuch to even say .. mostly shopping though ;] .. its cheap here..i love it.. and they have the best food here too.. ima miss the food.. and the sweet tea .. instead of ice tea ..they hve sweettea .. its ice tea buht really really GOOD.. its wow.. hahah i lvoe it .. buht im also homesickcuhs imissmy boyfriend andmy family and freinds alot ;[ .. its all good though ..i have onemore weekhere .. well im outt

i LOVE&MiSS YOU HONEY HAPPY ANNiVERSARY MWAHHH <3

--B 0 i 143: I'll make up for it now sweetheart
The words i speak are true
I'll go above and beyond
w/ these promises to you

I promise to you
I'll stop getting so mad
I'll ease up a little
and stop acting mad

I'll make sure that everyday
you know where we stand
I'll take you in front of everybody
and just hold you by the hand

I'll smother you with my kisses
and bury you with a big bear hug
I'll show you in every way i can
how a girl should truly be loved

I'll light up your presence
with the smile on my face
and hold you in my arms
with a gentle embrace

I'll hold your picture close to my heart
so it won't ever get blurry or slanted
ill cherish all our time together
and never take you for granted

I'll make our foundation
completely unshakable
I'll make our love
completely unbreakable

your so very precious
for you, anything i would give
your all that i need
your the reason i live

so remember these things
that i promise to you
and know that I'll love you forever
with everything that i do
^^THANK YOU SWEET CAKE BABYCAKES, YOURE THE BEST i LOVE YOU<3

LEAViNG FOR MiSSiSSiPPi TOMORROW AND i'LL BE BACK ON AUGUST 18TH !!! BE GOOD KiDS AND LiSTEN TO YOUR BABYSiTTER HHHAAHA SiNCE iM EVERYONES MOM LOL

i LOVE YOU BABY DONT BE TOO SAD OKAY SWEETiE ? i PROMiSE TO CALL YOU EVERY SiNGLE DAY MWAHH i'LL MiSS YOU VERY MUCH HUN' HAHAH i LOVE U MWAH BYEE <3

dear kuyah jay,

josh came to my house yesterdayy and spent the whole day with me cuhs im leaving to mississippi on AUGUST THREE .. ;[ .. i love him alot kuyah . its like .. unbelievable .. i never knew i could be this crazy over a GUY .. like .. im crazy in love with him .. its wow .. haha shut up kuyah i know you think its corny .. buht yeah .. hes so sad that im leaving though ... i hate it when hes sad .. like . it kill me .. especially when its not about me .. cuhs then he tell me that i cant do anything about it to make the hurt go away .. that kills me .. when hes sad .. id rather have him sad about me than anything else cuhs when its about me then i know i can do something about it to make him happy .. hes sad about me right now .. buht its not like a fight .. its cuhs hes gonnuh miss me .. even if its not for a long time that im gone .. or when hes gone .. its a big deal for me and him .. we literally talk 24//7 .. only time we dont talk is when hes out .. im out .. so when we're at home .. the phones like connected to us .. foreal .. and when i talk to one of my girls .. i get off the phone with him and RiGHT after i get off the phone with them i call him RiGHT back .. its crazy how much we talk .. my family members mess with me all the time cuhs at parties if im bored i'd call him and theyd be like "yeah the phones permanently attached to her" haha .. if we were mobile-to-mobile .. WOW haha .. we're so close though ..its crazzyy .. sometimes when we talk .. we're talking about our probs or something and its like we're not even together cuhs we're talking like best friends .. he iS my best friend foreal though .. honestly i trust him the most outta all my friends .. he knows me the best too .. and vice versa .. my girls evn know that .. and theyre not mad about it cuhs its true yennoe .. like when you get close to a GUY its different than how it is when youre with ur girls cuhs .. cuhs guys are more trustworthy and dont gossip as much ..and its just different .. its not that i dont trust my girls though .. not at all cuhs i trust them like WOW .. buht yeah .. yennoe what i mean haha wow .. me and josh have been through alot too .. i learned that as long as there TWOpeople working in the relationship .. it'll all work out . .and even when times are dark and it seems like you'll never see light again .. as long as you got the love going .. you can get through anything .. and that has me&josh written all over it .. he means so much to me .. im so happy when im with him .. i love just hugging him for a long time .. it makes me happy .. HE makes me happy .. i cant ask for anyone better than him .. even if he can be a bitch sometimes .. and he can make me go crazzy .. tahts how i nkow its love .. cuhs hes the only one thats ceen all sides of me .. when im REALLY MAD .. alotta ppl have never ceen that . when im super sad .. some ppl have .. when im really happy .. everyone has seen tahtbuht with him .. i like explain everything haha .. pain is love .. that shiets true as hell .. buht even when he does put me through the bullshiet .. and it kills me .. in the end its all worth it cuhs im always back in his arms .. i love him so much kuyah .. if i ever lost him .. i dont even know .. i dont even wanna start .. omgah .. the heartache would be sooo .. oh mann .. that .. ahhh buht i dont think thats gonnuh happen .. honestly i really believe that he CAN be the one i spend my whole life with .. im not saying he WiLL be buht theres a pretty dayum good chance .. there will never be and end to JOSH&LEAH .. everytime we're on a break .. we end up talking anywais .. like we didnt even break up .. and we end up working it out and shiet .. if there was ever and end .. like we'd still talk .. and i know it .. id always have his back . and he'd have mine .. hes my best friend yennoe .. no words can ever explain how i feel about him .. i know some people can think thats stupid or whatever buht they dont know how it is .. and how it feels .. no one knows me and joshs relationship except us .. so i can care less .. buht yeah wow i talk alot haha .. no ones gonnuh get to then of this i bet .. buht if you did then i love you and thanks for listening =) .. kuyah jay is gay and i love him hehe

073105<3 one unforgettable day spent with my baby

i love you honey& i miss you like crazy, dont be too sad when im gone okay? i'll be back and i promise to call you everyday .. we wont talk as much buht dont worry honey i LOVE YOU mwah !! <3

^mission bay with my babe hehe <3 last week =)

dear kuyah jay

wow that was the worst break up me and josh went through.. buht you know what .. im happy .. cuhs we never been through anything like that .. and theres a first time for everything.. it helped us cuhs we learned that we can go through anything & everything that comes along in our relationship if we can go through taht kinda break up .. like after a few days of bitching at each other and crying .. i went to his basketball game on the 8th and we talked aftr the game .. basically we were together buht not officially yennoe just had major issues .. buht we talked everything out .. and it was all good .. he askd me back buht i couldnt cuhs i was still hurtin' and shiet .. it hurt him .. buht i couldnt just take him back that easy .. he hadda learn yennoe .. so i said that i needed more time .. and we just acted like we were still together cuhs .. yennoe things like that dont jsut stop when youre in love .. buht after we talked it was all smooth sailing .. small arguments here and there buht its all good .. well yesterday .. on the eleventh .. our 15 months anniversary .. he went to my house and we kicd it for a while then we went to the movies .. and during the movie he askd me back and i kinda lectured him hahahaa .. and we whispered back and forth .. and so we're back together now .. and im really happy .. i love joshua .. he gave me true love .. and im thankful to have him . im glad he learned his lesson so things will be better between us .. and we wont be uneven ..  happy 15 months and one day anniversary baby i love you mwahh**

to all the bitches out there who dont know whats going on .. just shut up cuhs u dont know how it is .. dont bug me

<3LEAHMARiEE